Thursday, December 08, 2005

I see you die slowly




You are dying slowly

I see you die gently
Dying from wounds invisible
Wounds inevitable
Onslaught upon onslaught
Attacks on your will,on your thoughts
On your very person
One you are not allowed to be
You wonder the reason
Why cannot I be me?
Why must I be as you please?
Why must you I appease?
I am tired of asking why
It is better I die
So I see you my friend die, slowly
Without a fight.... gently....

Nurelhuda

Dedicated to my friends either dead or dying who believe their task in life is to please another and be slave to another

17 comments:

Queen Of The House said...

This is sad ... that there are people who think their lives are worth nothing more than what/how others judge them or want them to be. What possibly went wrong somewhere along the line?

Suriya said...

It is what happens when women are brought up to think they are slaves to their ego driven spouse

anggerik merah said...

Emm...sigh..Is it because sometimes women are too soft or "kesian" and cannot say no?

dith said...

It is because, my kind friend,
I can't be bold,
Truth be told,
If others think so bad of me,
An instant sadness gets hold of me,
As if their pleasure I only seek,
I am so weak and meek,
My Iman so feeble, so fragile,
Eventhough I know,
I surely know,
Deep in my soul,
Only Allah's pleasure,
That's worth all my while!!!

Anonymous said...

me dying?? eerrGGhhhsss...!!!!

seblom mati saya nak berpesan, 'Jangan pandey2 mao posmotem saya ya. Saya taknak kena siat. Duit insurans tu kalu tak dpt claim pun takper. Yg penting isi perut saya tak terburai....muahahahaha..'

Suriya said...

Don t die because of him , don t die because of him , please oh please don t die because of him. I plead with you, I beg you . please live another 50 years that your goodness, that your greatness may benefit more human beings.I do not want to see you die, stop dying stop dying!

My friend dear Roza has cancer in her not yet 40 years..she phoned me 2 weekend ago to ask me can her stress with her spouse cause it..? Yes, according to evidence based research.
Yes Dr Roza, only Allah's pleasure is worth our while yet people think the pleasure of a man means the pleasure of Allah.

anggerik merah said...

I am confused today and cannot read between the line..

Anonymous said...

I am speechless here..........Oh my....

dith said...

woitts...pycno!!! You salah faham ler!!!!

dith said...

the above comments are not meant for me...it's a friend of Nurelhuda!!!

hehe---My sincerest apology to my beloved hubby ikelah!!! I hope this has not put him in bad light!!!

iKelah- I love you and you have been a good hubby to me!!!

dith said...

To pycno and anggerik merah- this has been a lesson for us- comment boards are to be read with many pinches of salt!!! hahhaha

Anonymous said...

MasyaAllah...!!!!! Sorry, sorry, SORRY...
And you drroza, why do you have to come up with that sad poem in your comment???? you..you...I can just strangulate you now.
Kawe dan Bea dah tak ada mood nak pergi Bangkok dah tadi.....
Be careful with your comments, now!!!!!!

dith said...

tulah....hormone punyer pasal tertulis mcm tu...sorry to have lessened your mood....now go and rev up and get ready for Bangkok!

anggerik merah said...

Emmm...now the line is clear..;-))

sume said...

Sad and beautiful at the same time.

HCI said...

"Dedicated to my friends either dead or dying who believe their task in life is to please another and be slave to another" - kesiannya, ni typical type C personality tu...depa kata cancer prone.

Suriya said...

Laaa Bukan Dr Roza laaa..kawan saya yang lain!!