Saturday, September 19, 2009

Farewell oh Beloved Ramadhan

It is the morning of the last day of Ramadhan. I am feeling a little folorn and sad.I have no idea why though. Is it because I feel I should have achieved more in terms of purifying my heart? Is it because I did not have enough solitude time because the household is awake in the early morning hours? Is is because I did not pay enough attention to those who wanted and needed my attention? Is it because I am wondering what the month of fasting and praying has done to transform me and propel me into plunging myself into the work ahead of me ?

My Lord God , Ya Rabbi , Ya Karim , Ya Alim, Ya Latif , Ya Khafi , Ya Allah....accept my duas , my solat, my fast, and change me and mould me as you wish me to be!

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